Insomnia

12:25 a.m.- It's late for me. I've layed in bed since 11:30, but I can't seem to fall asleep. Try as I might, it seems as if every thought I've had over the past year has raced through my mind in one form or another.

You see, today was the "senior assembly". High school is almost over, and even though it has been a great four years I'm starting to question everything I've done, said, or been. What ifs are racing through me head like the Indy 500, and this is really causing me a lack of sleep. Adding to this is my Valedictorian address. It really matters. I can't help but think about how these will be the first words that many of my classmates will hear me say, or the first words they've heard me say since elementary or middle school. Leaving school feels like I'm leaving the past 13 years of my life behind, which evokes an eerie feeling inside myself.

Nothing can be changed now, what's done is done. I have 3 days of high school left to be myself, and enjoy the presence of the most wonderful people on this earth. I don't know. This post may seem random, but I need to do something to put myself to sleep. I'm waking up at 6:30 today to go and invite the Superintendent to South's graduation, and I have my Senior Boards this afternoon.

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