I'm Back

It has been too long since my last post. No worries. Break kept me busy with friends and family, and this last week of school has proved difficult, leaving little time for the more trivial aspects of life. Again, no worries. I plan on cleaning up the entropic existence I've found myself in lately. A mere week back from vacation and I already miss it. School has always come as a challenge, but I have always been up to it, ready to ace the tests, or write a paper. Now I could care less. I suppose "senioritis" has reared its ugly head in my life, as I find each day a new battle just to wake and dress for school. Classes seem long and pointless, cavalier teachers blow my mind, and homework is unwelcome dross. I can honestly say that lunch remains the best part of my day. No teachers, no class, just good food and great friends.

I'm somewhat scared by my last sentence as I have one semester till graduation, and I fear that lunch as my sole motivation will not carry me to the end. I need a renewed spirit in myriad ways. My religion, relationship with family, attitude towards school, and friends have all suffered recently. I find myself more than ready for change. More than anything, I need to find motivation. Where to find it is the problem. I can search for it inside myself, I know it is there; but there must be another way to achieve it. Perhaps it will appear as a result of some changes I'm making in my TMS (Time Management Skills for those who don't know Mr. Greg Jost). Organization seems to be one of the keys to success.

Hopefully, things will straighten out soon. (I don't know how else to end this post)